Dried Tears; Makeup Smears

I feel like crap and I feel like I'm gonna puke...
Not because I'm sick, but just because... I don't know why.

Last night I had the worst headache in the world, and I had to take a bunch of drugs (The legal kind... Don't make assumptions) to try and make it go away, but they only made me want to throw up. Ah... Maybe I should have just puked... Certainly the Taco John's I had isn't going to help me lose any of my fat.
But no, I just curled up in my bed trying to stop the pounding in my head, and hoped that I could sleep.

Haha. That's a good one.

No one else seemed to want to let me sleep.
Just to let you know, I use my phone as an alarm, and I've also got this fear that if I, like, ever turn my phone off, someone is going to call me then and it'll be a huge emergency, but they won't have any way to get a hold of me. So my phone stays on, right by my bedside, all night long.

Anyways, so I was laying there feeling like crap, and my cousin texts me a picture of her hand all mangled and bloody so immediately I start freaking out, but my phone had been dead earlier and was charging now; so I stumbled across my room without my glasses and could hardly even see what I was entering, but I managed to ask her if that was real or just makeup, and then I kinda tripped/jumped into my bed. Of course, because I had been woken up once, I wasn't able to get to sleep as easily, but then I was finally feeling tired again so of course she texts me back and is all "wat do u think? duh it's makeup love. lol." and I was all, "Oh. Lol. You're silly. I'm gonna sleep now. Night my loof."
But then I lay back down and literally, like a minute later, I get 3 new texts and my phone is freaking out because my inbox is full, and I'm all "Oh my freaking gosh! Just let me sleep!!!" D=

And it was my cousin saying good night, and then another friend of mine reminding me that she's having a fire at her house this friday. So I was about to tell her I'd be there, and she sends another text to me because she's all "ah! it says my last text didn't send to you, did you get it!?" So I reassured her, and then she told me good night, and I finally went to sleep.

I had laid down at 10:00.
I didn't get to sleep until around 11ish...


And then, my night just kept getting better and better. I woke up at 4:12 (Yes, I do in fact remember the exact time) and because of issues not headache related, I just started crying my eyes out. Life just really kinda sucks right now and I don't even know why. Dang.
I really wanted to call someone; I really wanted someone to hold me and tell me it was okay.

But we can't always get what we want.

I couldn't really think of who I could even call.



And now there's eyeliner all over my pillow. Cute.