Lexington Course Your Veins

I went to the park the other day... See me?

Right now I'm listening to: Godspeed by Anberlin (Repeatedly)

I've also been watching Mattg124 for a while tonight... Haha, he's real silly.

Mleh... I've been in the mood to make lots more stop motion films lately... But I probably won't. I'm too lazy, and I keep ending up going and spending the day at other people's houses.



Eugepae!
Sum laeta! ^^ ... Quod per agros curris! >.>

Amo Latium.


So anyways...

Yeah. So, I said in my last post that I'd post what my new pokedex status was as soon as I woke up, because I was gonna play it all night long... And... That didn't really happen. As soon as I woke up I went and played Super Smash Bros. Brawl... And after that I watched Van Helsing and Sweeney Todd at a friend's so I didn't even get back home until 6ish. Then I talked on the phone for a while with a few friends, and eventually I got back on the computer, and it's now... 11:33 PM.

Cute cute.

Buuuuuuuuuuut... Let me get my gameboy and I'll see how many pokemon I added...

Seen: 357

Yay!
I just need to get a hundred or so more before Rich gets back...



Mmm... Park pictures.

We'll Rest In Our Graves

POKEMON POKEMON POKEMON


Music listened to while typing this:

Godspeed by Anberlin
Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
Awakening by Switchfoot
A-Punk by Vampire Weekend
First Date Mullet by PonyPonyRunRun



Aaaaaah! I applied for a job today... >.<
And... I was thinking about it, like, after I turned in the application...

What if I don't really want a job!? I mean, it'd be really nice to have the money, but then it'll mean that I can't do a lot of the things I do right now...

G'bye freedom...

But I guess I'm getting ahead of myself, because I haven't even had an interview yet... So it's all good.
For now.


But besides that, I've decided that I'm gonna Pokemon it up all night long tonight. Currently in my pokedex, I've seen 349 pokemon.
Tomorrow morning as soon as I wake up, we'll see what my dex status is. ;D




Mmmmmm..... Yes. That's it. Good night!

Tell Me What You Got, What You Really Got (Hey Hey!)

Music Listened to while typing this:
Godspeed, Adelaide, A Whisper & A Clamor, and The Unwinding Cable Car by Anberlin
One More Sad Song by All American Rejects
Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking her Clothes Off, Boys Will Be Boys, and Build God, Then We'll Talk by Panic! At the Disco




There used to be something here, but I was just being silly when I wrote it, so I've edited it out. ;D



In other news...

Madhie, I love you! ^-^


And you. Yes, you, the person who's reading this right now, whether you're my best friend, my worst enemy, or someone I've never even met. I love you. This world would be a much more terrible place without you here. If you don't think that's true, then I'm sorry, but I do. I love you. You're a beautiful person living here on this beautiful earth that God has given us to enjoy. Please, do enjoy it.
And, if I could ask you to do something, please don't purposefully ruin it for others. We're all people here, none better than the rest, and we all need a friend. The last thing anyone needs is an enemy. Making fun of people, hurting others both emotionally and physically... Please. It's... It's not nice. And really, most people are just looking for someone that will be nice to them.
You could be nice... I try to be nice, although, obviously because I'm not perfect, and no person is, I'm not always as nice as I should be...
We could all be nice, if we just tried...
If we all kept on loving everyone...
Mmmmmm... Well, I don't really know where else I should go with this, and I keep using to many elipseses. (The little ... (dot dot dot) In case you didn't know.)

I love you.

So, I'll end with this.
I love Latin, because you can make whole sentences with just one word. And, that happens to be the case with one of my favorite words.



Amabamus.




We kept on loving.

Is This Another Death By Misadventure?

Chyeah, chyeah! I won the Lenny Conundrum!

Really, it was all thanks to Mary, because she told me the answer as soon as she figured it out...

Love!

So anyways...
I've gotten back into Fruits Basket, like, hardcore. Well, the anime at least...

I don't think I'll read anymore of the manga... Yeah. I'll probably just stick with watching it for now.
Thanks Madhie. =P



I Love L.

Yes, both L and Edward are mine. You can't have either of them... >.>

Although, if I had to choose, I'd probably pick L. Even if he's dead.

White Stripes, Black Tar, The Matches

Music Listened to while typing this:
(Debut) and Godspeed by Anberlin (Multiple times...)
and The Fight by The Classic Crime


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! I HAVE A WII AND I LOVE IT!

Now seriously kittens, I wasn't quite sure it was possible to love a gaming system so much...
But I was wrong. It is, like, better than A&W Root Beer.


Haha, it makes me think of the play I was in, in 8th Grade... "15 Reasons Not To Do A Play".
I was Mandy, a chick who was obsesssed with this guy named Travis Thorburn, and I gave this whole speech about how it was absolutely impossible to be in a play when I had to spend so much time thinking about Travis Thorburn.
Anyways...
And during my cute monologue in one part a few of the lines were, "He is my sun, my moon... My breakfast cereal!"

So yeah...



But getting back to the wii...

I rented Pokemon Battle Revolution for it, because that's been one of my main motives for getting a wii... (That, and Twilight Princess of course. ;D)

AND IT IS AMAZING.

I love.
Aaaand, I basically just raped my little sister in a battle, because I transfered the following pokemon from my DS and used them against her:
Lv. 100 Empoleon
Lv. 53 Salamence
Lv. 73 Palkia
Lv. 43 Feraligatr
Lv. 80 Arceus
Lv. 32 Dragonair

Yeah. It was pretty BA.
And, she had these pokemon:


Lv. 50 Wartortle
Lv. 50 Charmeleon
Lv. 50 Rhyhorn
Lv. 50 Pidgeot
Lv. 50 Ivysaur
Lv. 50 Dragonair

They were all the rental pokemon that came with it, so she didn't get to choose anything... So it was kinda unfair...

But I couldn't resist... MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!





The Wii is my breakfast cereal.

Burning Down Neverland; Scatter The Ashes

Music Listened to while typing this: (Debut), Godspeed, and Adelaide by Anberlin
We All Look Elsewhere by The Classic Crime
Lying is the Most Fun a Girl can Have Without Taking her Clothes Off by Panic! at the Disco



My aaaaaaaaaarms........

They hurt. Aaaaah.


I spent the weekend at my cousin's lake cabin, and we went tubing last night... So I'm kinda in pain at the moment.


Aaaaaaaaaah... I've started a new book series.
And, it just so happens to be the Twilight series by Stephanie Meyers.

It is Love.

I seriously could, like, not put it down... It was so good.



And I don't care what anyone else thinks; Edward is mine. >.>

There's so much love... Ah, I just... a;lskdjfa;lskjdfaslkdja;dlfkj;aro;ghlasn;fj;aslsdjkas


Why can't I meet a guy like Edward? He's so BA! And the fact that he's a vampire is even better. He's just so amazing... I love.
Gosh... I want an Edward... >.<



...Please?

Hide Behind Your Half-Smile, But The Truth Is So Undeniable

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... I've been listening to TONS and TONS of Anberlin lately... They are basically love. Ah! I really hope they come to Lifelight again this year, which is in 49 Days.

Love.

Mmmmmmmm... Hopefully Lifelight will be better this year, though... It would be even sweeter if it was hardcore raining again instead of hardcore... Hot, like last year...

Uuuuuuuuuh... The random picture is from a game I downloaded called FlyFF. I'm BlueFirefly, and Chashin is my friend who was in my guild... But unfortunately I don't really play it anymore, and I'm pretty sure he doesn't either. Oh well, whatevs. It got kinda a bit boring anyway... >.>

And I always have Neopets. Love.

Yeah. There was something else right here before, but I've edited it out. ;D

Loooooooooove.

Pokemon.

Pokemon is love.
One of the reasons I haven't been updating this as much is because I've been sitting in a corner in my room playing Pokemon all day and all night for the past two or three days.
I literally haven't left the house since the Fourth of July.

I don't have a problem... -twitch-

Uuuuuuuhhmmmmmm... But yeah. I also just figured out how to get Wi-Fi on my DS, so that makes life even better. Aaaaaaah... But the GTS isn't as great as I thought it was... I mean, you can only trade pokemon that you have recorded in your pokedex... It's kinda real dumb.



But whatevs, I'll become a Pokemon Master eventually! >.<

Mixed Feelings;; FailuresTo Excommunicate

I think I've just been confused this whole time.
Really, I don't think I liked him as much as I thought I did... Well, not in that way, at least.

Really, I think I was just worried I'd lose my best friend again.

I dunno, relationships always seem to do that...

Separating people. Y'know?

Ah... But life is good now. Really, I'm just kind of...

Content.

Jared came to Escape last Wednesday and we got to talk and hang out for a while. It was really cool. =]

Haha, it's weird... Life. This summer. School. My dog. Friends. Everything...
Wow. I really don't know what I'm talking about anymore... I feel really light headed for some reason... Maybe it's my allergies... Actually, I'm pretty sure that's what it is.
That, and staying up real late raping Pokemon Mystery Dungeon.
Yup, I finally beat it. Love.

Ah! Yesterday for the Fourth of July, we went to our friends' house and shot of fireworks at their ranch. And, in their barn they had a bunch of kittens! I Love.
Although I'm allergict to them, and my mom is really allergict to them, I've decided that when I'm older I'm going to get a whole bunch of cats. I think I'll probably be that old, crazy, cat lady that people always make fun of on TV shows.
And that's okay.



Neopets

Check me out on Neo.


Also, getting back to the kittens...

They kinda... Inspired me.
Uh... Let me explain.

I really like to write. No, like, I'm always thinking of new stories, names for characters, plots, etc. and obviously, just by the fact that I have a blog means that I like to write/type.
And, when we were playing with the kittens, and I was holding all three of them at once, I suddenly had an amazing idea... Like, I saw the story unfolding in my mind...
About those barn cats.

Ah... Well, I'm gonna go Neopet it up for a bit, and hopefully I can start on my kitty story soon.


Who knows, maybe I'll post some of it on here.

I Eat Emo Pansies For Breakfast.

Music Listened To While Typing This:

Failure to Excommunicate by Relient K
I Got Pain, So Do I Love You, Dakota, and The Annoying Hardcore Dude That Goes Too Far by Bradley Hathaway



Aaaaaaaaah... Bradley Hathaway.
I love you.
Gosh...
He's so BA!
If he comes to Lifelight again this year, I'll be a very happy camper. That was kinda my shot at being witty... Because I really am camping out there, and I'll be a happy camper, and... Yeah...



So anyways, I know there are probably some people reading this and going, "Who the heck is Bradley Hathaway? ... Freak!"
Well, I'm here to tell you.
Bradley Hathaway, is... Love.
Haha, but he's really a Christian poet, and he's just super BA and stuff.

Here's the lyrics to one of his most popular poems, which everyone usually refers to as "Hardcore". I also have the shirt that says, "I will windmill kick you in the face", which is from this poem.


"The Annoying Hardcore Dude that Goes Too Far"
Bradley Hathaway

I am hardcore. I will windmill kick you in the face. Everybody back up, make a circle, let's destroy this place. The lights are low and I'm about to go off. Here comes the break down, ka-ra-te chop! Raise up your arms, make an X if you're down. Me and my crew, we own this stinkin' town. Watch out for my fist, your face it will kiss on purpose. I'm tough and I'm ticked.

I don't slow dance, I don't salsa dance, forget the tango. I don't slam dance you idiot, I dance hardcore. On the floor, I'm the man you've never seen before. When the drummer yells, “go!” it's my time to blow.

And in between songs. I yell at the band, cause I don't care what they have to say. I'm not here to learn anything anyway. I'm here to dance. In the zone, in a trance.

I don't smoke cigarettes, but if she's willing I'll drop my pants. Promiscuous I am, but I'm vegan, I don't eat ham or any of that stuff cause it's bad for you, right? Save the animals, forget the sweatshop scandals!

I do not shop at hot topic. I am not Mall Core, I am hardcore. Madball, Hatebreed, Throwdown, Terror. I own all their records on colored vinyl, limited edition and hand numbered. But you won't see me asking for no autograph. I ain't lookin' like no fool. I ain't no pop culture tool.

If they ain't screamin', I ain't listenin'. If they ain't got a blast beat, I ain't tappin' my feet. I eat emo pansies for breakfast, and give their little t-shirts to my little sister. So cry about it you messenger bag, purse carrying whatever.

I wear girl pants, but I'm homophobic. Yet the way I'm always huggin' on my homeboys you sure wouldn't know it. I've had my ears stretched an inch since back in '96. Somebody told me hardcore was a place to share what you believe, but I didn't like what dude said, so I flipped him off and told him to leave.

I'm mad at society because my parents won't buy me a new computer, even though I asked politely. My playstation 2 is broken, but my Xbox works. When that breaks though, something will hit the fan and I'll express myself with rage and anger, just like a man. Cause that's how it's done, right? You get mad and start a fight, right? I think I may, I think I might, take my insecurities out on that punk in the pit tonight.

Cause really, I am just insecure. More than that, I'm kinda scared and hurting inside. And I don't know how to deal with it. I don't know what being a man means. I thought acting tough was the way to go.

But now that I think about it... I'm emo.




LOVE.
Ah!
All of these pictures on here were taken by me at Lifelight '07...

I Do. I Don't.

I found this amazing picture at:
www.nataliedee.com
She's BA.


Music listened to while typing this:
(There's a good chance that not all of the Titles and such are right...)
Shotgun Wedding by Panic! at the Disco
Inryoku by Perfume
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight, Brand New Colony, and Sleeping In by The Postal Service
On the Radio by Regina Spektor
Failure to Excommunicat by Relient K


I do believe in God and destiny.
I do not believe in love at first sight.

I do have a brother that does drugs.
I do not do drugs and I don't hate him for it, although it would be nice if he'd stop...

I do have lots of regrets, but there's nothing that can change what has already happened.
I do not like thinking about the past, yet I find myself doing it all the time.

I do believe that everyone needs a little love, and if I can give it to them with even a simple, kind word, then that's what I'll do.
I do not know if I'll ever be "loved" like my mom and dad love eachother, or if I'll even ever experience the highschool romances I see sprouting up around me all the time. I don't think I've ever really been in Love with someone.

I do try to not fit in with any of this world's categories/cliques and at the moment I don't believe I do. But, that's just my opinion, and the world has it's own opinion of me, whether it contrasts mine or not. Some people call me Emo. Some people call me a Nerd. A few times I've even been called popular.
Honestly, none of that matters. It's stupid.
I really do hate it when people make a big deal out of that kind of stuff.
It just ticks me off.


I do think that saving the earth is a good thing, and we really should be more concerned about the situation that we, the human race, are putting ourselves in.
I do not believe in Global Warming, though. Honestly, you'd think that people would be happier that the weather's getting warmer. To quote The Postal Service, "Concerns about the weather getting warmer, people thought that they were just being rewarded"

I do consider myself to be fat, and I don't like it. And another thing that kinda ticks me off about being fat is that a lot of times people assume things about you that they shouldn't. Freshman year, at lunch, I had a sandwich or something, and if you know school lunches, you probably know that it wasn't the greatest sandwich I'd ever eaten. So, because I'm fat when I stood up with my tray, and my half-eaten sandwich (I didn't see the point in eating anymore of it... It was gross and I was full enough anyway.) one of my friends stood up and said, "Okay everyone, we all need to tell Sadies (Nickname) that she's beautiful, because she's going anorexic."

Really? Honestly? Did you need to say that?
If I was skinny she wouldn't have said that because I would've not had a reason to want to lose weight, therefore it would have just been because I didn't want the rest of my sandwich.
But, because I am fat, they automatically assume that if I don't finish my food, I'm obviously going anorexic, because that's what fat people do.

Wow.

That's why I don't sit with them at lunch anymore. :D


I do have a favorite food, and it is crab.
I do not like spicy food. It's absolutely disgusting.

I do think that this is the end, finally.


I don't think I have anything left to say. For now.