Urinals. Cute, cute.

I GOT A TABLET!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I downloaded photoshop illegally! :D
...

Eugepae! (:

And I drew that picture with my tablet. ;D

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah... I had to go back to school today... x.o
My first day as a Junior.

It wasn't my favorite.

Throughout the whole day I had an absolutely hideous and terrible migraine that left me semi dazed and confused all the time.
This led to some problems.
One, I couldn't focus on what the teachers were saying, so I can only hope that all the homework I did is the only homework I had to do... >.>

And two, well... Haha...
Lunch had just gotten over, so I was gonna go to the bathroom real quick, and since I was already really out of it, I just went into the bathroom, not really paying much attention.
I got in there, and I was thinking, "Woah... It looks different in here. Has there always been sinks right there?" I just kinda pushed it to the back of my mind and turned to where the stalls were.
Or were supposed to be.
And instead, there was only one stall, and then where the other stalls should have been, there were a bunch of urinals lining the wall.

OH Crap.

Yah, so I was in the guys' bathroom...
But luckily no guys were in there. Wow, I think I probably would have ran all the way home and not have ever come back.
But since no one else was in there, I just quickly walked back out and ran into the girls' room.

I think some chick was laughing at me when I came out, but I wasn't for sure, and I could really care less what some chick who I don't know thinks about me and what I do.

So in the end it all worked out. =P



Ugh... I dunno... I just couldn't get in a very happy mood for a good portion of today... I didn't like it. :(






And then I saw some kid that looked exactly like Connor.
Like, I had to do a double take...

-whimpers-

Sleepers Can't Just Wake The Dead When Needles And Lovers Collapse On Guilty Beds

Music Listened to while typing this:

Godspeed, Enjoy The Silence (Depeche Mode), Embrace the Dead, Adelaide, Love Song, Cadence, Hello Alone, Reclusion, Alexithymia, Fin, Paperthin Hymn, The Feel Good Drag, and There's No Mathematics To Love And Loss, all by Anberlin.

Smooth Criminal by Alien Ant Farm
First Date and I Miss You by Blink 182




Oh my gaaaaawrsssshsssssss... It's been way too long since I've updated this. x.o
Ugh, I've just been... Occupied... >.>
*cough*NEOPETS*cough*

Yeah. >.<>.> Ugh. I don't deserve to be called a Pokemon Trainer... My Dex status is... No. I'm too ashamed to even say it... D;


Aaaaaaaaah! I went to the mall today with Chantel and Ryan, and it was real cute. =D
Although, I didn't even by anything... Haha. It works.

Wait, scratch that. I bought a smoothie. C=

We also went to the World Market, and I bought...
Leechy flavored Ramune
Milk flavored soft candy
MITSUYA CIDER (LOVE LOVE LOVE)
Strawberry Pocky
And some other little candy that was basically chocolate and strawberry... Chocolates.
I didn't like that one much. <.<

I'm getting a tablet! =D
*squeals with joy*
I've wanted a tablet for sooooooooooo long it's not even funny, and then Ryan found one at Best buy that was, like, only seventy bucks, as opposed to the 100 and 350 dollar ones that were also there. O.O

So I'mma gonna go get that later. (=




={O~

Back when Jared was, like, the only person I ever talked to through texting, we randomly made up that smilie. =P
Good times, good times...
He has a moustache and a gotee....


"All I ever wanted, all I ever needed was here in my arms..."



So in Escape news, Rachel taught me how to run the MediaShout thinger before she left to College! I'll miss her... D=
But yeah, so now during Praise and Worship I get to go up to the little booth thing and run the slides with the lyrics and such. O:

Tori and Dustin got back from their honeymoon last week, too, and it's so cute!! ^-^


"You sell yourself so cheap, sleep with the night to carry on..."

Woah, I totally forgot that I was making Macaroni and Cheese, and the water was boiling hard core...

Mwahahahaha. I have my MSN status set to (Appear Offline) so now I can see who's on, but they can't see that I'm signed in. >:)
Mmmmmm... Not like I talk to anyone on there anymore anyway... Haha. Every now and then I talk to Elizabeth, Candy, Nikki, or my other Escape buddies, and then, like, every couple months Anni will randomly talk to me. Hmmmmm... The last time I talked to her was... I dunno, some time this summer. But we talked about Jana a little bit I think... She said she tried to call her and try to get everything sorted out between them, because she didn't want both of them to, like, hate each other, but she hadn't answered.
I just told her that Jana had kinda blown her chance with me and stuffs. =)


Aah! I hate guys! >.<
Except not really.
Anyways...
Yeah, so when the fair came to town, I went there with Chantel, Kether, and Kether's little sister. And then we were standing in line for some ride and some guy comes up and tells me that "his friend thinks I'm attractive, and would like my number" and I'm all, "Uh........ No thanks."

And then we ran away.


THE END.


In case anyone reading this is a hardcore Anberlin fan or something, you've probably noticed that the last five or more posts have been titled with lyrics from their song "Godspeed" from the album Cities.
That song is amaaaaaaaazing with extra a's.
:D

And the title of this blog is pretty deep to me... I dunno, I just LOVE it. I'd try to explain what I think the 'meaning' of it is, but I dun really feel like it. xP

*sigh*
I still have so much to tell about, yet I'm getting sick of typing all this, so I think it'll have to wait until tomorrow.



Godspeed by Anberlin

Burning down neverland (scatter the ashes)
White lines black tar the matches
Is this another death by misadventure
Tell me what you got, what you really got (hey hey!)
We’ll rest in our graves,
Lexington course your veins
Sleepers can't just wake the dead
When needles and lovers collapse on guilty beds

Fall asleep, don't fall asleep
Don't fall asleep

(They lied when they said that the good die young)

THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
woah-oh-ah-oh
THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
stay with me, stay with me tonight

Burning down bridges now (scatter the ashes)
Godspeed to all you're after
Is this a life left just to remember
Tell them who you were, who you really were (hey hey!)
Kill yourself slowly over time, fashion statement suicide
She's still asleep in a Chelsea hotel
Bad turns to worse, and the worst turns into hell

Fall asleep, don't fall asleep
Don't fall asleep

(God save the eyes that dim tonight)

THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
woah-oh-ah-oh
THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
Stay with me, stay with me tonight

WOAH-OH-AH-OH

THEY LIED, WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
woah-oh-ah-oh
THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
Stay with me, stay with me tonight
THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
woah-oh-ahoh
THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID THE GOOD DIE YOUNG!
Stay with me, stay with me tonight.